There was a person who walks in my life

Sorting through all pain and strife

The baggage was so heavy that is weighted a sista down

I couldn’t go any lower lower lower

Oh I could feel the dirt that was supposed to be under my feet.

Wind blowing from the east, the west, the south and the north

I could see my limbs bending to the left

Help me Lord Jesus to hold on to my faith

The faith that I tell every stranger I meet

“Hold on to your faith, hole on to your destiny”

Here I am standing at a  crossroad in my life

Tears streaming down  my face at the midnight hour

Being careful not to wake anyone, not to disturb anyone.

Salty water that runs down the stream of my face

Running down my neck all the way down to my breast

I can feel your presence sir

I can smell the incense of honeysuckle

I have smelted this arouma in my times of despair

A graveyard of buried hopes

It is cold and harsh in here

Eighteen years of conflict and unkindness

I preach your gospel, I sing your inspired songs

I have consecrated marriages,

I have anointed many of your creations as they come into this world

But now Lord I need you

In your Word it tell me that “I am with you always:”

So I need you ,right now

God please open this door of despair

There is a knock at my door

It knocks like Jesus, It sounds like Jesus

I open the door to my heart

And let You in , in this old harden heart

In this old tired heart

In this old broken heart

I can feel the heart surgeon repairing my heart

I can feel the  heart regulator setting the beat of my heart

I can feel the warmness as the  blood run through my veins

I can feel the electric  shock going  through my body like fire

Thank you my Lord, I can love again..

FAITH  HOPEWELL 8/2006